even though i had a relapse last weekend i feel alive today.
when i woke from the sound of my alarm, i stopped to think to myself.
i will not die today, like every other day. this day i will be alive.
let the world hit me with force!
im ready


MistakesHe walked into the room from nowhere. (butterflies) Soon he began to visit my home. (curiosity) We went for walks to the park, where he caught my butterflies. (i fell hard) He whispered sweet i love you's into me ear. (bullshit) Naturally i always replied with i love you too's. (what a mistake) Summer was fading and so was his interest in me. (denial) Instead of compliments he handed me insults. (panic) One night i called him to end it. (determination)Mistakes
And the comnversation went as follows...
me- " i can't do this


Kiwi KissesThe moment you saw me, i saw your smile. I never thought we'd stick a while. It wasn't that we grew apart, that never happened. I knew there was a problem right from the start. I knew you never liked my art. So now i give you kiwi kisses. I gave you everything. My heart, my eyes, my soul. But still your heartless words took a toll. I never thought it'd end this way. But if i had a choice, i'de give you a kiwi kiss and wish that you would just go away...Kiwi Kisses


Park romance"Why have we not kissed?" He asked, pushing her seat back and forth on the swing set.Park romance
"Worry not" she replied.
"But musn't we act upon such outstanding feelings of compassion?"
"I suppose we shall if ever there were such compassion to dwell upon" She replied gently.
He stood gazing into her eyes and said with heartfelt integrity.
"If you heart is as thoughtful as your lips and my thoughts as gentle as my grasp, then we shall kiss, and i will pray that you not break my heart"
"At that moment she laughed and said. Silly boy there is but one heart i d


ErikSometimes when i cry i get goosebumps remembering what happened. Remembering that my one Erik warren got killed and no one was ever arrested, Remeberimg that the police just said it was suicide, its happened before and it'll happen again but they just believe that it has already end.Erik
I sit on my bed contemplating the choice,
in wether it's good to live or should i give up my voice. I love my family but they don't see how this heartless crime has afeected me. i sit in my room obsessed and scared because i want to know exactly what happened and exactly who was there.
so now i'll slit my wrist only in his n
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"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one."
Albert Einstein
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Yay!
Hope everything is going well for you.
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"Suffer" by Stone Sour
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So many problems left behind...I'm sorting out my mind
This idiot has turned into a better man
I found my soul in someone else, who doesn't feel like hell
Who doesn't make me wanna kill myself
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"Its OK to kiss a fool, its OK to let a fool kiss you, but NEVER let a kiss fool you!"
XOXOXO
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"Right and wrong are not what separate us from our enemies. It's our different standpoints, our perspectives that separate us. Both sides blame one another. There's no good or bad side. Just two sides holding different views."
-Squall Leonheart
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